we won second in the triple 'r' competition.im happy for cedar np.i hope to wear the white uniform and go goh. however,there's something im not happy.i guess you all noe right??

okay i dunno wad happened between us,at first we are so united n bonded.but now??we are like so separated cuz of goh.must we ever come to this?will we end here?i hope not.we can settle this if ppl can just cool down,and not dao ppl.i noe today i dao all of you,but is like once u all come to shalini's hse you ppl like dao us.even hafeeza could not take it. like today,when u all having thrashing session,all fo you couldnt cool down,even im downstairs i could hear u shouting. and nobody was willing to do the card thingy.i was always the one to do the cutting n others decorate it.i really didnt noe how to do now,im in a mess.i just hope i could just ignore all these and proceed on wif my life,but i simply cant do it.i just hope to dont care everything and keep my mouth shut.but i cun.i dont noe wad to do now.i really dont,maybe i should just keep myself shut up and dont care about everything.

i dont noe.i really dont noe.i hope all these is just nightmare.i hope i can dont care.